Lady Ariel's Venting Session

I feel the need to vent again.  And, of course, it's an empath thing.  This time I don't believe that I can call it my usually favorite term for it "Empath Hell".  What I experienced was on a level so much higher than that-I don't even think that there is a term for it.


So, this is my story for all you to hear.  Last night there were a lot of emotions and tensions running on high at my apartment complex.  Of course, I was feeling EVERYTHING from EVERYBODY.  I kept trying to do my breathing techniques and they didn't work at all.  So, I moved on to grounding, which also did me no good.  I went for a run with my dog-nothing.  By the time I went back into my room, I was in full tears.  I am not the one that usually cries, but I was on a level that most would call hysterical.  Not one of the emotions that was upsetting me was even mine.  I was just feeling everybody's everything.

Days like this truly make me question whether or not being an empath is that much of a gift.  I feel like I'm cursed right now.  I want to move away from the city and get away from all of the emotional garbage that I keep absorbing. Of course the thought occurs to me that no matter where I go I will probably keep absorbing everything.  Ah... The constant battle of being an empath.

Thank you all for allowing me a moment to vent, and hope all of you are doing much better than I.  Brightest blessings to all!

-Lady Ariel